Jun 072007
 

According to this New York Times article, social interactive web sites ala MySpace are cropping up that are targeted at young girls with their simple communication tools. More specifically, most have in common the real-life obsession girls have with “dress-up.”

Sites like Cartoon Doll Emporium feature a selection of dolls kids can personalize. “Belle of the Ball,” the doll I personalized below, is the only doll which had the selection features we’re used to in Avatar designs, such as Zwinky. But most, oddly, were basically online versions of paperdolls, in which we drag cutouts of clothing onto the body of the model. (Perhaps these dolls are targeted at a younger age set, who might delight in simply dragging and dropping the doll clothes. I think it’s a poor use of technology.)

What surprises me most is how much I loved personalizing my “Belle of the Ball,” as I do all the avatars I create for myself. Am I creating a technological image of the person I perceive myself to be? fantasize myself to be? I never know. And yet there always seems to be “rightness” in each color or style of clothing I select. It’s an amazing power to be able to fashion oneself without limits, without consequences.

May 012007
 

As I was taking a walk around the block in (what has been for days) the smoky and stifling air of North Central Florida, I realized two important things about my previous post.

(1) In my catalogue of “vital stats” one might wish to know about another person passing in the streets, I thought only of superficial mostly virtual details and nought of what might concern us in encounters of the flesh. On the streets, would we not also be tempted to want to detect in our hand-held monitors anything and everything from the common cold to STDs to genetic diseases, if we could? That is, if technology and society fostered such a practice? I say this as I imagine, my eyes still sore from the stinging atmosphere, that disease will soon consume us.

And so my rose-colored invention darkens.

Even more so in my second realization: (2) Environmental pollution and disease have not yet consumed us, which suggested to me the idea that it will consume us, and therefore this rosy world I live in is an environmental equivalent of the pre-9/11 world. The Floridian atmosphere struck me as so unhealthy as to not want to be out in it. My absence of concerns about disease, pollution, or any other condition of the fleshy world, in addition to my fixation on the rainbow-colored MySpace visions of the virtual world, suggest to me that life remains uncomplicated as far as public health in the U.S. goes. Yet that smoke-laden polluted air dropped a heavy veil over my lungs, rendering my previous post suddenly bittersweet.

Virtual Living

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May 012007
 

I previously wrote on the idea of my life as a character, i.e. what if I had an author hovering above me, narrating my every thought, sensation, memory, or basically any quality not visibly or audibly expressed. I think of the novel as a technology for reconfiguring the presentation of the individual, and as such, the novel enables me to conceive of additional categories for understanding my life.

Computer technology takes this reconfiguration of life to a new plateau. In our experience of other people on the Internet, we almost always have access to all sorts of vital stats for other people–we can see a name, a photo (or many, representing multiple times and situations), birth date, location, interests, habits, videos, blogs, etc. In other words, I’m provided with a predictable frame for beginning to know someone, without ever having to enter their physical space, or even introduce myself.

Aaahhh, so I think, what if, out on the street, someone could do the equivalent of hovering their mouse over my image to access all this information about me, before even waving at me? More practically, what if I simply had a chip embedded under my skin and as others pass me, they could scan me with their palm-sized computer and retrieve any number of stats–am I single? what’s my occupation? how old am I? where am I from, where do I live? do I have anything in common with you? It would make the introductions between strangers much more efficient, no?

Sound crazy? Not really, it’s simply a more real-time version of what we get on the Internet. The reason I’m thinking of this now is that on today’s Rocketboom I was introduced to project WoW, created by Aram Bartholl of Denmark. His concept for the project stemmed from his experience of gaming technology in Multiplayer Online Role-Playing Games, such as World of Warcraft, that feature characters’ names hovering above their heads. (I wonder, of course, why names are so significant in this game and whether or not if I click on the character I get access to additional information.) In any case, I am fascinated by Aram Bartholl’s decision to carry out a performance of this concept of names hovering over heads into the streets.

The result, while clumsy at times, is rather startling. As I watch the videos, my impulse is to hover my mouse over the person to find out more information. Which led me to the subject of this post, and my invention for replicating virtual life on the streets… It’ll happen.

Mar 222007
 

I am completely “awed” by this video song performed in mummenschanz style:

The Coffee Song with Mr. Sketch-it

The Coffee Song was written by Ralph Covert, former indie bandmember of Bad Examples, and now children’s musician. He wrote and performed the song on the spot after he arrived at a musical event with a cup of coffee and encountered a group of mothers on edge, who were envious of the coffee and requested, at the very least, a “coffee song.” So he made one up, pleased the mothers, and now we have this haunting tune to hum every time we need coffee (kind of relaxes the itch in that space of need and satisfaction).

Awed Job, aka Mr. Sketch-it, takes this simple, innocent song and transforms it with haunting mummenschanz theatrics. With a homemade cardboard mask and three embedded digital video cameras, Awed Job combines child’s craft with technology and likewise transforms a children’s song into an adult masquerade with bulging digital eyes. I love it!

Also take a look at this video of the mummenschanz Swiss theater group in their guest appearance on the Muppet Show–I identify with the poor guy on the left. What I’d give to put my hands in those silly putty faces.

Feb 182007
 

From the Preface of Lytton Strachey’s Eminent Victorians (1933):

“The history of the Victorian Age will never be written: we know too much about it. For ignorance is the first requisite of the historian–ignorance, which simplifies and clarifies, which selects and omits, with a placid perfection unattainable by the highest art”

“It is not by the direct method of a scrupulous narration that the explorer of the past can hope to depict that singular epoch. If he is wise, he will adopt a subtler strategy. He will attack his subject in unexpected places; he will fall upon the flank, or the rear; he will shoot a sudden, revealing searchlight into obscure recesses, hitherto undivined. He will row out over that great ocean of material, and lower down into it, here and there, a little bucket, which will bring up to the light of day some characteristic specimen, from those far depths, to be examined with a careful curiosity”

“Human beings are too important to be treated as mere symptoms of the past. They have a value which is independent of any temporal processes–which is eternal, and must be felt for its own sake”

Feb 172007
 

Yes, I can “see,” I wear contacts, but clearly this morning I was in a blur. I left my house, walking across the parking lot to cross the road, when I take a quick scan of myself and am stunned into laughter. Could it really be possible that I was walking outside in public like this?! Under what circumstances, or how far would I have had to go, before I
would choose to continue my errand rather than give everything up to
turn around back home to change? I’m usually so conscientious of myself
and my surroundings that nothing like this ever happens to me. When it does, I feel somewhat inspired. It’s as though I’ve transcended the trappings of my body…

 

I’m not far from home at all, so I do turn around and change before heading out again. I drop the videos off at Blockbuster before heading to the coffeehouse to read. I order a latte and in the middle of ordering I discover I don’t have my wallet! (This of course happens all the time to a tweety bird I know, so perhaps it’s not so unusual.) I panic! How do I produce money out of thin air? Do I ask another customer for some change? At this point I couldn’t possibly go home and return again–especially not when I haven’t had any caffiene to drink–and to my luck the solution is near at hand. I turn around and the Comics Reading Group is in session, and yes, you guessed it, one of the members came to my rescue.

Feb 172007
 

My glasses are no more. The same nerdy frames I’ve worn almost seven years. And then, on a night just like any other, they lie on the area rug next to the couch, mere feet away from lying atop the coffee table, the safe space. How they arrived in their flung state on the carpet–or rather, the deed committed in exchange for the loss–remains only in language and vague images in my memory. And when, in my absent-mindedness, with the heaviness of my soul, I push myself up from the couch amid all the pillows and blankets, in that instant, they snap.

And yet, it’s not the first time I’ve stepped on these glasses. They’ve held up through many a crisis, enduring all sorts of ruthless punishments and carelessnesses. Last night, they simply couldn’t hold up any longer. They snap with a voice of exhaustion, pain, anger. And for now, I must walk in a blur, temporarily blinded.

Feb 122007
 

One of the members of my dissertation circle is working out a thesis that reconceives of historical fiction in terms of space, or topos, identifying, for example, wild spaces (the typically sublime space of fairy tales) as unexamined settings for historical fiction. I became troubled as I commented on his work, not knowing when, if, or how to draw the boundaries between historical fiction and other genres (“genre” itself problematic). My question ultimately became: when is fiction NOT history?

My own dissertation (the focus of which evidently changes every week) has recently taken a turn toward the examination of “character”–inspired in the main by Victorian installations of what I consider exemplary sympathetic virtures among the working class, i.e. Samuel Weller, Stephen Blackpool, and Bob Jakin. By “character” I also mean the very representation and formation of human qualities in literature–the accumulation of behaviors, speeches, and descriptions that result in the “character.” What then is the relationship between this character and a “real” human being? E.M. Forster addresses this question in Aspects of the Novel, citing the French critic Alain (?):

Alain examines in turn the various
forms of aesthetic activity, and coming in time to the novel (le roman)
he asserts that each human being has two sides, appropriate to history
and fiction. All that is observable in a man–that is to say his
actions and such of his spiritual existence as can be deduced from his
actions–falls into the domain of history. But his romanceful or
romantic side (sa partie romanesque ou romantique) includes ‘the pure
passions, that is to say the dreams, joys, sorrows and self-communings
which politeness or shame prevent him from mentioning’; and to express
this side of human nature is one of the chief functions of the novel”
(73).

Thus, the human exists,
on the one hand, as a “historical” figure whose gestures and speeches can
be visibly / audibly recorded and communicated and, on the other hand, as a
“fictitious” character who possesses a world entirely internal and
hidden, only capable of release via the art of the novel. Likewise, if we consider a character in a novel to be a “real human,” heorshe could also be said to possess this layered nature. But wait, in the novel we have the benefit of narration to provide access to the hidden and invisible world of the human. Now my question is: how can I turn my life into a novel?

Jan 182007
 

And again I’m entirely fascinated, but this time impressed. Leave it to a non-American country to devise a progressive and politically engaged doll for children. The shopping doll–carrying a reusable cloth shopping bag–is part of Japan’s campaign on global warming. Yes, it’s a governmental tool for reinforcing an ideology via children’s toys, but, even if you (gasp!) don’t believe in global warming, there could not possibly be anything wrong with encouraging reusable materials. Wait, aren’t the dolls themselves a threat as plastic products of consumer culture encouraging more consumption?

Jan 102007
 

So I’ve finally encountered a term for the aspect of labor that I had in mind when I was proposing my dissertation topic: Gallagher calls it “somaeconomics,” the system of drives and desires that influence political economy. She uses this term to address debates about productive / unproductive labor and the pleasure / pain principle that drives labor.

Labor is generally considered a kind of pain, otherwise we couldn’t distinguish it from leisure and pleasure. When a capitalist uses his profits for consumptive activities–such as the employment of servants in the household–then he is  experiencing an immediate gratification that depletes his profits. On the other hand, if he uses his profits to reinvest in the productive labor of his workers, such as in the plowmen, he will further increase his profits. What would be the use of deciding to increase profits (labor = pain) rather than expend profits (consumption = pleasure)? Gallagher suggests that desire surpasses feelings even of enjoyment, so that the investment in capital will not merely produce more profits and goods, but it will also work toward future expenditures in consumptive activities.

Therefore, human consciousness–and its relation to the body’s emotional states–is most heavily influenced by the desire for future enjoyment; in other words, even the manual laborer does not reap the benefits of his toil until he has completed his task; the capitalist likewise feeds into this system of delayed enjoyments.